They are the result of
life's inner intelligence evolving over billions of years as biology. If you
examine the structure of a single cell, nothing like surrender, awareness, or
communion would be evident. These qualities aren't present in single-celled
organisms like bacteria, yeasts, and amoebas. The mystery of life was patient
and careful in allowing its full potential to emerge. Single-celled creatures
continue to thrive
—thousands live in your intestines, which could not
digest food without them. Evolution moves forward, but it remembers where it
has been, and nothing is lost.
Even now the silent
agreement that holds my body together feels like a secret, because to all
appearances it doesn't exist. More than two hundred and fifty types of cells
go about their daily business
—the fifty functions that a liver cell performs are
totally unique, not overlapping with the tasks of muscle, kidney, heart, or
brain cells—
yet it would be catastrophic if even one function were compromised. As it
divides into billions of progeny, the first fertilized cell in my mother's
womb kept its link to the source. At the level of memory, I still am that
first cell. If I possess a soul, anything I could possibly know about it was
told to my body first.
The mystery of life has
found a way to express itself through me. In fact that's my purpose for being
here. Am I fulfilling that purpose? If you read over the list again and take
note of everything marked "not an option," you confront a stark fact: The very
behavior that would kill our bodies in a day hasn't been renounced by us as
people. We are selfish and greedy. We refuse to cooperate; we behave as though
there is no higher purpose more important than the demands of I, me, and mine.
In our fragmentation and confusion we've been ignoring the very model of a
perfect spiritual life inside ourselves.
As they evolved, cells
learned what really works for survival. Your body can't afford to pay lip
service to leading a spiritual life unless it wants to throw away eons of
wisdom. Yet the vast majority of suffering in our personal lives comes about
because we consciously choose to behave contrary to the soul bargain that
keeps our bodies alive.